… I’ll be the beauty I wasn’t born with …
How much it’ll take to get perfection?
Lots of will.
Lots of self control.
Does it worth it?
Yes.
I love my bones, I want to see them sticking on my body.
I want to be pure.
I want to see no fat.
And there is no easy way to do that.
I need to learn love hunger.
I need to learn hate the monster called food.
I think I want to give up.
No one can be perfect, right?
But think again, what you could reach…
Think about it! How strong you would look in eyes of people.
They would envy you, because they can’t do the same!
Keep on, keep starving.
Stay strong, never give up.
Because nothing tastes as good as thin.
Always a little bit thinner,
But still never thin enough…
Stargazer
A/N: I DO NOT support eating disorders! They serious problems, not something to play with! Im just on the mood again.
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by writing something, that is THIS gloomy and sick I think you do support eating disorders!
you seem to be reeeeeeeeeally deeply, deeply depressed. all I want to say, is to wish you luck and try to be happier.
oh, and if you're not deeply depressed why you keep writing these texts? 'cause it's funny? if you think it's funny, or nice, then you still got some problems.
if you have ability to write, you should write something happier, I think. 'cause this is just the same angst-text, that you see everywhere.
bye :)
Im not depressed, but I have... some problems with eating. Kind of. But I really don't want anyone to get an eating disorder because of my text. Writing is just my way to handle my feelings. In other way it is nice to write that kind of text, it really helps to feel better, but in other hand it can be very depressing.
I write way more happier text too, but usually only in finnish. I know these kind of texts aren't very good, but for me they're way to handle feelings, clear my mind as I said. I write better with my motherlanguage. :)
-Stargazer
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