Broke Down [Ficlet, English]

Broke Down

Character: Sirius
Raiting: G
Genre: Angst (?)
Summary: Pieni Ficlet, ennen kuin Sirius jättää Kalmanhanaukion

A/N: Tehty Nightwishin The Kinslayer kappaleesta. Englanniksi näin vaihteenvuoksi.
Kursivoidut ovat Siriuksen ”pään sisäinen ääni”

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Little Ficlet about Sirius leaving Grimmauld Place. Made by Nightwish's song The Kinslayer.
italicized text is an voice in Sirius' head, like second personality.



Grimmauld place 12.
Home?
No. I don’t think so.
Hell is better.
An endless war I need to fight trough
Unfortunately my enemies are kinda strong too…
But they’re stupid.
Do they really think they can break me?
They are wrong.
I’m so used to it
I don’t even feel anything.
Sight.

I can’t tell anyone.
My darkest secret
Is safe.
I hate to lie to my friends
But I have to.
I want no one to feel sorry
Because It’s not their fault.
They couldn’t understand.
How could?

The most I need someone who understands.

I’m not afraid.
Right?
Not afraid!

You are.

No.
Shut up.
Leave me alone.

You want out.

Stop.
I’m alright here.
I’ll not show weakness in front of them.

Escape.

No.

Escape.

No!

Run away.

…

It’s wrong.
You don’t need to suffer.
Just Run away.


Once again.
I broke down.


Stargazer


A/N: Outohan tämä.
Kinda weird.