Hello [Original, English version]

Hello

Playground school bell rings
Again
Rain clouds come to play
Again

People pass me slowly by. I’m floating again, way too high in my own world to care about them.
So long I’ve lived here.
I look at the sky and smile. I’m happy like this, and I don’t understand why others eyes are reflecting pure fear, every time they look at me.

Has no one told you she's not breathing
Hello

I don’t live anymore. I’m not a human, I’ve become something else. I am small and fragile.
I’ve become beautiful. I am too beautiful to be a human.
Little, lonely Ocean soul, fallen Angel and Glassbird.

I'm your mind
Giving you someone to talk to...
Hello

I’m not interested in business of this world anymore. I sit and stare, but I’m away.
Pen moves on paper, writing down my thoughts all over again. Words, sentences, pictures, which is sick for most, but for me it’s only normal day, everything what is going on in my mind throughout the circadian.
From day to day, month to month.
Forevermore.

If I smile and don't
Believe

“You will die.”
“I don’t believe.”

And I don’t care. Then I die, we all will. It doesn’t press matter, haven’t press for so long.

“I don’t care.”

Soon I know
I'll wake from this dream

I know I should wake up.
Someday I will, and then it’s too late.
I’m living this wonderful dream, beautiful nightmare.

Don't try to fix me
I'm not broken
Hello

It still is my dream. My fight.
My life.
My body.
My choice.

And I don’t want you to try to change my dream, easily breakable life, because I am alright.
I don’t need your help. I need no one’s help.

I'm the lie
Living for you so you can hide
Don't cry

“It’s a lie. All is lie.”

But is reality any better? I can’t turn around, I can’t escape anymore what I’ve become. I have no choices.

“You didn’t want this.”

Suddenly I know
I'm not sleeping
Hello
I'm still here
All that’s left of yesterday

I didn’t, because I didn’t know. I didn’t know about this world, this life.
And now all, what I once had is just meaningless memory and empty shell.

And I can be happy never again.

-Stargazer

A/N: Evanescence - Hello
I wrote this orginally in finnish, but I wanted to do english version, because I though I'd be beautiful ^^